London and this upcoming event heralding consciousness as on
Dec 21st, the movie premier of 3 Magic Words & Declaration of
Consciousness holds a special circle of completion for Nandhi.
When Nandhi was little, around 9 years of age, he longed to
meet a “Guru” who could guide him. He was studying in a boarding school,
Lawrence School, Lovedale, in India. Nandhi was a loner and he preferred to
spend much of his time by himself with nature in the nearby forests within the
campus of his boarding school. Deep in him, Nandhi knew that the loneliness he
felt was the intense craving to meet someone who could open the doors to
another world- a world of completion, stillness and vastness.
This dream would come true soon. Aged 15, during his school
holidays, he finally met his “Guru”- Lewis Parker, from London. Lewis had been
travelling once or twice every year to India. The object of his travel to India
was not very clear even to himself but in part it was a seeking to connect an
immense spiritual awakening Lewis had had when he was a child and Lewis felt an
strong bond with India through the
travels, through the persons he met and through the ancient connect he
had for the mystical wisdom that was in India. It was on one of those trips
that Lewis was introduced to Nandhi while in India.
For Nandhi, connecting with Lewis, whom he called “Uncle
Lewis” was a turning point in his life when for the first time he could ask
philosophical questions and receive profound answers that would point out to a
deeper truth that Nandhi had always been seeking. As a “Guru” Lewis enjoyed
every moment with Nandhi sharing his knowledge on mysticism and the yogic
wisdom that he had always wanted to share and he found an eager student in
Nandhi.
Shortly after they first met, Lewis sent to Nandhi a book titled,
3 Magic Words written by U.S Anderson. Lewis and Nandhi would write letters to
each other with a perfect chain of immediate replies and the communication was
exciting to both due to its philosophical nature and mystical wisdom Lewis had
to share and for Nandhi to delve into with more questions and thoughts while
having to confront a challenging environment in school.
The book 3 Magic Words, however, for reason Nandhi still
cannot fathom until today- was laying unread. Reading was Nandhi’s passion even
at that early age and yet, Nandhi cannot understand why he did not read that
book given to him by Lewis with so much love and caring.
When Nandhi completed his undergraduate studies in India,
Lewis welcomed him to London to do his Masters. Nandhi was happy to do his
studies in London where he could see and spend more time with Lewis and
experience a newer reality as an adventure. The three years Nandhi spent in
London went fast. The deep moments with Lewis; the thrill of being a college
student; the inspiration to be a ‘man’ by starting his own business with Lewis
as a senior partner mentoring him; the
excitement of experience in being in a new country and meeting; and making so
many new friends- made time fly.
It was time to return back to India. For the first time,
Nandhi had mixed feelings at the thought of leaving London as he knew he was
not going to spend more time with Lewis. Lewis, though sad, did his best to not
express it. Instead, he told Nandhi, “A vast new life waits for you. Just be
yourself and experience all the great realities you will create!.” Uncle Lewis was like a foster father, a Guru and a mentor to
Nandhi and parting ways with Lewis and London was sentimental for Nandhi.
Back in India, Nandhi started his business of exports in
granite. He got married to girl chosen by his parents. He was now stuck in his
mundane world of a human rat race. He did keep in touch with Lewis by way of
letters and phone calls. About two years after his return to India, Nandhi
began to sense despair in Lewis’s voice. Lewis had told him over the phone,
“You have much to do. You can take as much failures and you will rebound. My
life is nearly over.” The phone conversation was followed by a letter he wrote
to Nandhi saying, “When I met you, from the first moment I knew you were to do
great things for humanity. You are resilient and you will never give up. You
have a great future ahead of you.” The tone of Lewis’s message was not normal.
A month later, Nandhi was given the news that Lewis Parker
had committed suicide by hanging himself in his home in London. The reason for
his suicide was that Lewis felt his life was wasted in London distanced from
spirituality and human companionship. He told those around him, “I am wasted in
this circumstance. I want to be reborn in India pursuing a life of a yogi”.
The suicide was more than a shock for Nandhi. It broke every
foundation of spirituality Nandhi had. Nandhi felt betrayed by life and its
illusions. Lewis’s death for Nandhi was a painful awakening that everything
about life was unreal and all the philosophy and faith was now meaningless.
Nandhi went to England for Lewis’s funeral. Early in the cold
frigid morning, at around 5, Nandhi sat near the book shelves stacked with
Lewis’s books. It was painful for him to feel the void of Uncle Lewis. Nandhi
held his breath with an intent, “Uncle Lewis, knowing you are here now as
Spirit. You just left for whatever reason, but you abandoned me. Is there
anything you want to tell me? Appear before me and I will not be frightened.
Please show me a sign that you are there. What is my future? I need you to
guide me!”.
Just then, Nandhi could hear an inner voice- that of Lewis-
say, “I gave you the book 3 Magic Words at the beginning of our relationship.
It is beyond my understanding that you never ever read it. There must be divine
reasons for this. It is time for you now begin your our journey into the
experience of the Divine rather than read about it or hear about it. Your
Divine journey begins now.”
Just then, one of books tumbled down the book shelf. Nandhi
picked up the book so see what it was about. It was a book about the Hindu Goddesses.
Picking up this book to take home, Nandhi started reading the book right away.
In the airplane headed back to India, Nandhi felt a love
that was comforting surround him. He started praying to the Goddess, as the
various forms he had known through childhood. There was intensely beautiful
comfort in this new awareness. His journey into the Divine had truly begun!
It was shortly after this, four months later, that he was
taken through his death initiation by his Siddhar Guru Bhairavasekarswamy. The
initiation process was through a night; awakening Nandhi through the various
deaths of past births and the realization that he was the spirit/soul dwelling
in the body. The experience of liberation, the pure joy, the overwhelming bliss
of being One- all this was the experience Lewis would mention describing his
own awakening as the ‘flash of Kundalini” to Nandhi several years ago- and now-
Nandhi was experiencing this huge wake up state. After this death initiation,
Nandhi became a yogi, taking the plunge into the spiritual wilderness of India-
into the caves, the forests, the shrines- for the next twelve years. This was a
journey of transformation that connected him to the various enlightened masters
and to the inner most dance of silence and stillness. It was his deepest desire of childhood coming true, but
there was sadness that all this wonderful experience could not be shared with
Lewis.
Fast forward in time- eighteen years later in Santa Monica,
USA- Michael Perlin, the director of 3 Magic Movies approached Nandhi with a
request for an interview for the film. For a strange reason, the name of the
movie, the 3 Magic Words did not trigger any memory of the past- even as
Michael asked questions pertinent towards the quest within the movie. For
Nandhi, the filmed interview for the movie at that time did not seem in any way
relating to his past and the name of the movie 3 Magic Words did not connect
with the first book of Lewis, 3 Magic Words at all.
It was just recently, September 2012, when Nandhi had a
vivid meditation experience of one of the Sages of the past whom he had
encountered many years ago that woke up the synchronicities of the past and the
now. That Sage had told Nandhi, during a meditative stint Nandhi was
undertaking, the essence within yogic pursuit, the seed of realization as in
the words- “Tat Vam Asi.
Tat Vam Asi
is a Sanskrit word of the highest realization of Sages – “That thou art,” “Thou
art that,” “You are that,” or “That you are”. Tat Vam Asi means, the
realization of “I Am God!”. (This is another story- for more- http://www.dolorescannon.com/blog/3-magic-words-movie-2/story-3-magic-words-movie-declaration-consciousness-nandhi-yogi/)
This Sage- in the recent meditation- was reminding Nandhi of a sacred purpose as in
time that has come after all the years. The message was the reality of purpose that wasactually happening. It was only then that Nandhi connected, remembered and realized- it was in the movie 3 Magic Words, with the meaning within the movie-
Tat Vam Asi- I am God that has now turned up as an actual reality.
Nandhi also realized that this was the essence of Lewis’s
teaching through the book 3 Magic Words that now had been made into the movie!
3 Magic Words, the movie:- http://3magicwordsmovie.com/
This visit to London on Dec 21st, for Nandhi, is homage
to the past as a full circle complete. This visit reckons thoughts as memories of
his first Guru Uncle Lewis, the inner journey he undertook with the grace and
guidance of all the masters of consciousness and the sacred defined time of
awakening for humanity as that of now as realities created.
Declaration of Consciousness:- http://declarationofconsciousness.org/
Declaration of Consciousness:- http://declarationofconsciousness.org/
"The intent of all realized and
higher conscious beings who lived on Earth had been to plant seeds of
consciousness so humanity would slowly but surely realize. These mighty seeds
of intent have multiplied as the prevailing consciousness of today as the idea
in time that is before us."--Nandhiji
Mastery of Consciousness Teachings, Nandhiji www.nandhi.com
Resources: Book / Yoga/ Music / Meditation Teachings- www.sensitiveplanet.com
Mastery of Consciousness Teachings, Nandhiji www.nandhi.com
Resources: Book / Yoga/ Music / Meditation Teachings- www.sensitiveplanet.com
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